It’s only been a week and a half. The funeral is in 2 days. I don’t know how to deal or even understand how to handle what I’m feeling inside. How to face a life without her. I’m not sleeping but when I do I have nightmares. I’m angry at life and angry she’s dead, I’m angry I can’t call or text her. She didn’t deserve this. I want to be in that courtroom to hear him sentenced to life in prison with no possibility of parole.