My husband/best friend of 30 tears died on May 11, 2020. He had been disabled for over a year with the horrible disease of MSA (multiple system atrophy). His diagnosis was grim so it was an awful blessing when he died suddenly of a blood clot in his lungs. He avoided the horrific late stages of MSA. But it was a shock, we thought we had some more time. I'm so glad he's not suffering any longer. But I MISS HIM !!! When I found him I freaked out, trying to blow life in through his lifeless lips. At least my last words were Good night, I love you.
Hey im sorry for your loss. I see you've reached a year recently and I wanted to check on you. I know for me even though it's been a year it feels like it just happened. I pray that you get stronger with each passing day. Im here if you need to talk.