All I can say, this is very rough. Hate these feelings and symptoms. My brain says I must be patient with myself and allow myself to grieve. Loss of my mom was Sept 22. ️ Hugs to everyone.
Let me start by saying I am so sorry for your loss. My Mom passed away on Oct 14th, I was the one who had to make the hard decision to stop fighting and let her pass comfortable, she was 67 and I just turned 45 2 weeks after on Oct 28th. I am both Angry and Sad, and I randomly cry for what seems no reason. We didnt always have the best relationship, but she was my Best Friend and I miss her so much. I feel like others are moving on but I csnt seem to, like Im stuck and or lost.