Hi, I lost my sibling to suicide less than a month ago. I am angry. I am glad my sibling does not have physical pain anymore, however they left behind so much emotional pain .... I want to tell him how much I miss him. I want to tell him that he left pain that he could have healed in his own children. Now, they are struggling. I want to tell him that he had value as a person because he breathed. I wanted to protect him and get him away from the bullies at his job. Those idiots were partly responsible for his death. I have more emotions than i know how to sort through.